Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Beech Plees?




I cannot express how badly I wish I were at the beach right now with the Kelly's.
It's been almost two years since I've seen them and I miss them so terribly.
It's weird to think that I haven't 'keeked' in almost two years.
Came awfully close tonight when I talked to Nolan after church, but I restrained myself since we were in Backyard Burger. :D
Lately I've been so stressed out and honestly, the only thing that keeps me going is The Rain Song on repeat.
I would do anything to be laying on the beach with them, being dunked so much to the point that I puke, making crappy sand castles, eating cold waffles in the condo, escaping jellyfish armies, having sleepovers and pulling lawn chairs from the deck in for Nolan to sleep on, flatironing Colleen's hair, playing with stuffed animals, keeking, souvenier shopping, conversating in the hottub, watching old Family Guy seasons, sitting out and talking all night on the deck, or eating Mr. Larry's famous garlic bread right now.

Sigh...

Monday, March 24, 2008

Hello Yellow




I'm glad to say I'm finally happy where I am with my life.
I am comfortable in my own skin.
I'm not constantly trying to impress anybody.
What's more is that I don't feel the need to impress anybody anymore.
I don't feel like any pieces of me are missing or that I'm still looking for something that's not there.
I have the friends and people I need to be happy and, honestly, that's all I want.

:F